{"id":1614,"date":"2013-01-09T16:13:14","date_gmt":"2013-01-09T15:13:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/wp\/2013\/01\/09\/moje-osebno-srecanje-s-kristusom\/"},"modified":"2013-01-09T16:13:14","modified_gmt":"2013-01-09T15:13:14","slug":"moje-osebno-srecanje-s-kristusom","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/moje-osebno-srecanje-s-kristusom\/","title":{"rendered":"Moje osebno sre\u010danje s Kristusom"},"content":{"rendered":"

\t\"alt\"Mnogokrat<\/span>. Dvakrat<\/span> najkonkretneje<\/span>. V\u010dasih<\/span> vsak<\/span> dan<\/span>, v\u010dasih<\/span> mesece<\/span> ne. Takšno<\/span> je moje<\/span> sre\u010devanje<\/span> s Kristusom<\/span>. On ostaja<\/span> zvest<\/span>, jaz<\/span> pa … u\u010denka<\/span>, ki<\/span> mu kdaj<\/span> la\u017eje, v\u010dasih<\/span> te\u017eje<\/span> sledi<\/span>. Pred<\/span> mano<\/span> (in tabo<\/span>) je nedelja<\/span> Jezusovega<\/span> krsta<\/span>, za<\/span> mano<\/span> (in tabo<\/span>) pa je bo\u017ei\u010dni<\/span> \u010das. <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

\tJezus<\/span> je kar<\/span> naenkrat<\/span> odrasel<\/span>, kar<\/span> naenkrat<\/span> me namesto<\/span> otroške<\/span> ganljivosti<\/span> prevzema<\/span> z besedo<\/span>, ki<\/span> je konkretna<\/span>, ki<\/span> tola\u017ei<\/span>, ki<\/span> je tudi<\/span> zahtevna<\/span>. Zakaj<\/span> se vsak<\/span> dan<\/span> znova<\/span> odlo\u010dam<\/span>, da<\/span> bom<\/span> ostala<\/span> z njim<\/span>, v njem<\/span>? Zakaj<\/span>? Zakaj<\/span> on ostaja<\/span> merilo<\/span> mojega<\/span> \u017eivljenja<\/span>?<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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\tKer<\/span> je Ljubezen<\/span>. Ker<\/span> se mi je kot<\/span> Ljubezen<\/span> razodel<\/span> in »me zapeljal<\/span>« (Jer<\/span> 20,7), na<\/span> nek<\/span> na\u010din<\/span> me je za-peljal<\/span>, in to tako<\/span>, da<\/span> zdaj<\/span> ne znam<\/span>, še ve\u010d<\/span>, ne \u017eelim<\/span> »rikvercati<\/span>« nazaj<\/span>. V\u010dasih<\/span> se sprašujem<\/span> zakaj<\/span> se mi je \u017eelel<\/span> tako<\/span> razodeti<\/span>, ker<\/span> sem<\/span> sama<\/span> preve\u010d<\/span> majhna<\/span>, grešna<\/span>, pa vidim<\/span>, da<\/span> Bog bolje<\/span> pozna<\/span> moje<\/span> srce<\/span> kot<\/span> jaz<\/span> sama<\/span>, da<\/span> On sam<\/span> izbira<\/span> tiste<\/span>, ki<\/span> se jim<\/span> ho\u010de<\/span> dati<\/span>; resni\u010dno<\/span>, Bog ima<\/span> sedem<\/span> milijard<\/span> poti<\/span> do Njega<\/span>, za<\/span> vsakega<\/span> svojo<\/span><\/span>.<\/p>\n

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\tPrvi\u010d<\/span> sem<\/span> se s Kristusom<\/span> sre\u010dala<\/span> na<\/span> duhovnih<\/span> vajah<\/span> v srednji<\/span> šoli<\/span>. Takrat<\/span> sem<\/span> se le malo<\/span> zavedala<\/span> sebe<\/span> kot<\/span> \u017eenske<\/span> ali<\/span> okolja<\/span>, pravic<\/span> in dol\u017enosti<\/span> … Preprosto<\/span>: bila<\/span> sem<\/span>, da<\/span>, s poganjajo\u010dimi<\/span> hormoni<\/span>, simpatijami<\/span>, doma\u010dimi<\/span> nalogami<\/span>, pa vseeno<\/span> v tihem<\/span> zavetju<\/span> Boga<\/span>, ki<\/span> me je na<\/span> teh<\/span> duhovnih<\/span> vajah<\/span> prevzel<\/span>. Teme<\/span> tega<\/span> vikenda<\/span> se ne spomnim<\/span>, veliko<\/span> se je pelo<\/span>, dru\u017eilo<\/span>, imeli<\/span> pa smo<\/span> tudi<\/span> skupine<\/span>, ki<\/span> so jih<\/span> vodili<\/span> animatorji<\/span>. Prav<\/span> tam me je v za\u010detku<\/span> sobote<\/span> naš<\/span> animator skupine<\/span> navdušil<\/span> z duhovno<\/span> ritmi\u010dno<\/span> glasbo<\/span> sicer<\/span> kar<\/span> poznane<\/span> pevke<\/span> te<\/span> zvrsti<\/span>, saj<\/span> sem<\/span> po<\/span> treh<\/span> sekundah<\/span> (resni\u010dno<\/span> treh<\/span> sekundah<\/span>) vstopa<\/span> pesmi<\/span> izstrelila<\/span> iz<\/span> sebe<\/span>: kdo<\/span> je to?! Bog je tako<\/span> preko<\/span> glasbe<\/span>, ki<\/span> govori<\/span> o Njem<\/span>, dobil<\/span> mojo<\/span> pozornost<\/span>.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\tZve\u010der<\/span> smo<\/span> imeli<\/span> molitveno<\/span> bogoslu\u017eje<\/span> s prilo\u017enostjo<\/span> za<\/span> spoved<\/span>. Nimam<\/span> pojma<\/span>, kaj<\/span> to\u010dno<\/span> sem<\/span> nesla<\/span> k spovedi<\/span>, a danes<\/span> vem<\/span>, da<\/span> je bila<\/span> klju\u010dna<\/span>, da<\/span> sem<\/span> srce<\/span> pripravila<\/span> na<\/span> prihod<\/span> Ljubezni<\/span>. Po opravljeni<\/span> pokori<\/span> (morala<\/span> sem<\/span> za<\/span> nekoga<\/span> nekaj<\/span> zmoliti<\/span>, hkrati<\/span> pa je bila<\/span> ta<\/span> molitev<\/span> prošnja<\/span>), prespani<\/span> no\u010di<\/span>, je Bog v nedeljo<\/span> mojo<\/span> prošnjo<\/span> uslišal<\/span> in … me spremenil<\/span>. Celo<\/span> mašo sem<\/span> prejokala<\/span>, saj<\/span> ob<\/span> spoznanju<\/span>, da<\/span> je Kristus<\/span> \u017eivi<\/span> Bog, ki<\/span> te<\/span> posluša<\/span>, ki<\/span> celo<\/span> usliši<\/span> tvoje<\/span> prošnje<\/span>, ne moreš ostati<\/span> enak<\/span>. Sledil<\/span> je teden<\/span> »hoje<\/span> po<\/span> zraku<\/span>« in nedoumljive<\/span> sre\u010de<\/span> in ob\u010dutka<\/span> bla\u017eenosti<\/span>. Od<\/span> takrat<\/span> naprej<\/span> je moj<\/span> pogled<\/span> na<\/span> svet<\/span> in ljudi<\/span> druga\u010den<\/span> – vse<\/span>, \u010disto<\/span> vse<\/span> ima<\/span> v sebi<\/span> sled ljubezni<\/span>. Podobno<\/span> bli\u017eino<\/span> sem<\/span> do\u017eivela<\/span> tudi<\/span>, ko<\/span> sem<\/span> eno<\/span> no\u010d obsedela<\/span> pred<\/span> njim<\/span> pod podobo<\/span> kruha<\/span> – tudi<\/span> tam sva<\/span> se sre\u010dala<\/span>. Pa tolikokrat<\/span> preko<\/span> dogodkov<\/span>, ljudi<\/span>, preko<\/span> tega<\/span>, kako<\/span> je za<\/span> vse<\/span> poskrbljeno<\/span>, da<\/span> pozna<\/span> in celo<\/span> vodi<\/span> vso<\/span> mojo<\/span> zgodovino<\/span>, da<\/span> pozna<\/span> vse<\/span> moje<\/span> najve\u010dje<\/span> \u017eelje<\/span> in jih<\/span> tudi<\/span> izpolnjuje<\/span> …<\/span><\/p>\n

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\tPo nekaj<\/span> letih<\/span> sre\u010devanja<\/span> s Kristusom<\/span> danes<\/span> konkretno<\/span> do\u017eivljam<\/span>, da<\/span> vera<\/span>, ki<\/span> je dar<\/span>, ni<\/span> samo<\/span> lepa<\/span> in lahka<\/span>. Bog jo<\/span> tudi<\/span> preizkuša<\/span>. Kako<\/span> je v\u010dasih<\/span> naš<\/span> Gospod<\/span> zvit<\/span> (a neskon\u010dno<\/span> dober<\/span> in ljubezniv<\/span>): da<\/span> se ti<\/span> spoznati<\/span>, te<\/span> zapelje<\/span>, potem<\/span> pa se, \u010de ho\u010de<\/span>, tudi<\/span> umakne<\/span>. Ampak<\/span> prav<\/span> v tem<\/span> se brusi<\/span> vera<\/span>. Bom<\/span> (boš<\/span>) ostala<\/span> z njim<\/span> samo<\/span> takrat<\/span>, ko<\/span> bom<\/span> (boš<\/span>) \u010dutila<\/span> njegovo<\/span> bli\u017eino<\/span>, ali<\/span> tudi<\/span> takrat<\/span>, ko<\/span> se bo<\/span> zdelo<\/span>, da<\/span> me (te<\/span>) je zapustil<\/span>? Za<\/span> ve\u010dje<\/span> hrepenenje<\/span> in še ve\u010djo<\/span> ljubezen<\/span> je kdaj<\/span> potrebno<\/span>, da<\/span> pride tišina<\/span>, ne-bli\u017eina<\/span>, a \u010detudi<\/span> se zdi<\/span>, da<\/span> se Bog kdaj<\/span> navidezno<\/span> umakne<\/span>, ostajajo<\/span> besede<\/span>: »Ne boj<\/span> se, jaz<\/span> sem<\/span> s teboj<\/span> do konca<\/span> sveta<\/span>.« Na<\/span> meni<\/span> je, da<\/span> v te<\/span> besedam<\/span> zaupam<\/span> in jim<\/span> verjamem<\/span>.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\tNa<\/span> koncu<\/span> spodbujam<\/span> (najprej<\/span> sebe<\/span>!) nato<\/span> pa še tebe<\/span>, ki<\/span> to bereš<\/span>: zaupaj<\/span>, hodi<\/span> na<\/span> duhovne<\/span> vaje<\/span>, hodi<\/span> redno<\/span> k spovedi<\/span> in svetemu<\/span> obhajilu<\/span>, moli<\/span>, prosi<\/span>, preprosto<\/span> iš\u010di<\/span>, pa ne zato<\/span>, ker<\/span> moraš<\/span>, ampak<\/span> zato<\/span>, ker<\/span> sem<\/span> pri\u010da<\/span>, da<\/span> sva<\/span> se z Jezusom<\/span> tu<\/span> tolikokrat<\/span> sre\u010dala<\/span> in ker<\/span> verjamem<\/span>, da<\/span> \u010de mu otroško<\/span> zaupamo<\/span> in ljubimo<\/span>, nam<\/span> bo<\/span> ostalo<\/span> navr\u017eeno<\/span>.<\/span><\/p>\n

\tKarmen<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mnogokrat. Dvakrat najkonkretneje. V\u010dasih vsak dan, v\u010dasih mesece ne. Takšno je moje sre\u010devanje s Kristusom. On ostaja zvest, jaz pa … u\u010denka, ki mu kdaj la\u017eje, v\u010dasih te\u017eje sledi. Pred… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1612,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1614"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1614"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1614\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1612"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/unipas.si\/_stara20112018\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}